formula from fear and anxiety

I look around and I see reminders about Christs imminent coming. As a woman I’m afraid to think about my future, knowing that I live in time when Revelations are executed. Thousands of philosophers talk about how, where and when it will happen. Every day there is an event that makes my heart ache. War, terrorism, conflicts between countries. I open news, or social network and they are filled with tragedies. This makes many people to speak about His soon coming. Everyday they write new statements as they see performance of Revelations. All news, notes and statements I read or hear get mixed in my … Continue reading formula from fear and anxiety

to be content.

Why do so many people absessed with being like rest of the world.  Well at least like people they know or the ones that succeeded in something. Why do people are so afraid of standing out? Look at me. My life is not similar to lives of most people my age. Im 26 . Unmarried and no kids. I don’t have house or car. I don’t even have a normal job. Helping disabled brother is not a dream job I guess. I don’t go on holidays or business trips. I can continue for quite a bit the list of what I dont … Continue reading to be content.

A post you won’t like

I know most of you will disagree with me on this post. Well sorry. “Drinking alcohol is not a sin if you don’t get drunk. I don’t drink more than 2 bottles of beer”. I heard this again. And again from a Christian. And again I disagree. This makes me thinking. Maybe I was trained wrongly. Maybe its normal to drink beer several times a week or sometimes drink strong alcoholic drinks. As a Christian that live by word of God. I went straight to Bible to find the answer. I kept digging in Bible to find answers. So this is … Continue reading A post you won’t like

We have same God?

Are we believing in same God? Eventually I realized that with some Christians we have different imagination of God. We used to think that God is good. God loves us all. Many christian speakers shout about Gods love. God is so kind He is like a grandfather that is smiling and sitting on a cloud. Another popular saying is that God is your friend. He is everywhere with you. Well for me its hard to imagine God walking with half-naked women or sitting in a bar with cigarette and beer. When I read the book Revelation I also can not … Continue reading We have same God?

my very limited Christian liberty

I need limits! I came to this decision after looking at my life. Now Im realising this more and more. After we moved to another country where I don’t know anyone at first I felt like ¨yay I can do whatever I want¨. I have no church and nobody will judge me. But after while I understand that I continued to live by the rules of which I lived in my home country. Because these rules are based on Gods words. God gave me liberty but as human being I need limits. Bible says :  ye have been called unto liberty; … Continue reading my very limited Christian liberty

Kim Davis. American freedom?

For first I have to say that Kim does read Bible! She has only Gods position about homosexuality. People who say statements like : ¨she thinks that religious freedom works only in her favor¨ ¨She wants to force everyone else to live by her beliefs.¨ ¨She does not want them to be happy¨ ¨Bible does not say to act like she does¨ and many many more. I propose to open real Bible and read it. It says : Because that, when they knew God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and … Continue reading Kim Davis. American freedom?

To avoid soul relaxation

Looking back at my relationship with God. I keep thinking why I did this or that. After each spiritual rise there was a fall. I think this happens because I start to be used to the idea that God will always answer my prayers and help me. And I begin to relax. That is why I made this list that I try to follow everyday: Read at least 2 chapters Bible a day. This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is … Continue reading To avoid soul relaxation

Why I absolutey disagree with nowadays worship

We live in a world where people want to be amazed. As they go to shopping center, school or church. advertisers work to get people’s attention. As marketer I have to say that its pretty hard. Public is so full of everything. They just ignore normal stuff because it’s not modern or not enough innovation. The same happens to church. Leaders try to make building comfortable for listening. Pick most interesting themes for sermons. Invite different pastors for the parishioners not to be bored from listening same voice. And worship? It’s not easy too. How can we get people’s attention? Because you … Continue reading Why I absolutey disagree with nowadays worship

Turia Pitt

In 2011 beautiful Turia Pitt was an Australian mining engineer, model and marathon runner. That year has changed her life a lot. She was trapped by a grass fire in a 100 kilometre ultra-marathon, and suffered burns to 65 per cent of her body. Her life did not end at that. Now she became to be known as one of Australia’s most inspirational and courageous people. Turia is famously known to be an inspirational and motivational speaker, author and soon be wife of her fiance Michael Hoskin. Michael, when CNN asked if there was a time, that he thought of leaving her and submit Pitt to … Continue reading Turia Pitt